The Drawing room was filled with Rakshits and Anika’s
pictures – all "screamed" Happy Happy Happy in unison. There was not a moment that wasn’t
captured. Their honeymoon, post honeymoon,with her baby, with friends, without friends, with
his family, with her family, her besties, his besties, their common
friends,office colleagues, neighbours, neighbours dog, watchman (you get the
point right?).
This couple was the envy of other married couples. Wives
nudged their husbands saying “cant you be more like Rakshit??” to which they’d
respond “you are not Anika”. Their chemistry hadn’t dwindled in the last 8
years of marriage.
They knew each other from the time they were 17,. “Puppy
love” (then) blossomed into a beautiful relation that they both cherished, even
after their first baby was born, they still grew deeper in love with each
other.
After theirs baby’s sudden death, Anika was shattered, it
was only Rakshit’s undying love and companionship that helped her get back to
normal. Both their parents suggested a change of place, probably country.
Rakshit had an offer of a similar kind doing the rounds in his office. The person who was to excel at the project was to move to the
new office at San Francisco, and head the project, which meant a complete
change not only in position , but also salary.
Rakshit spent his every waking hour in an effort to move
away from the city that tortured Anika so much. He could see her strained smile
on her face. It was for her a herculean
task to try and stay happy for Rakshit’s sake.
She started forgetting things and nagged on petty issues,
some of which were far from his understanding. She preferred staying indoors,
and reading up on certain books that never interested her earlier. She never
liked the Flowers she liked earlier.
The baby room was renovated owing to Anika’s fixation with
that room. She used to spend hours in that room, without eating, or talking.
She had composed a lullaby which she used to keep humming to the room.
Something had to be done, and so Rakshit had the room changed to a Guest room.
The following led to a huge fight, Anika kept on rambling ,
Rakshit could not comprehend what she was saying, her words and sentences were incoherent. She had panic attacks. She
needed help at the earliest and he had to help her become the Anika he knew, he
loved her way too much to let go off her as suggested by his colleagues.
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Two years later
St Frances Memorial Hospital
Room number 30, in Wing c, was where
Rakshit was headed.He remembered their first fight
"Will you ever leave me, rakshit?"...
"No, il never go away, no matter what happens, we'l always be together"...
"Promise?"
"Promise baby"
The familiar Lullaby bought him back to reality. His eyes welled with tears.
Anika was clad in the hospital uniform, she was sitting on the edge of her bed,
slapping her thighs to sleep, singing the lullaby. After a brief period she
looked up, their eyes met, she longingly looked at him and turned her back to
protect her “child” from his prying eyes, and the lullaby continued ringing in
his years as he waited for the next Thursday visit....
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oh man! this just made me soo sad! Beautiful though because of the relationship they shared!
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ReplyDeleteWHY DID YOU DO THAT TO HERRR????? :(
My heart is very heavy right now. Beautifully written. Tragically moving!
ReplyDelete@ HijiBijBij : :) ... im glad in a way that you could relate to the post :)....and thanku for given them that hint of reality which i so wanted :)
ReplyDelete@ Srmu : awwwww .... (il have another mush with a better ending to fix ur mood my wifey dearest:) ...mwaaahhhh) ... imagine if they had to be happy ever after , that wd b blahhh....
@ Raj : well am happy that the story could bring about that effect :)..
Leaves you quite heavy.. a melancholy tone lingers.. but yes beautifully written and quite capturing to read on... Good one!
ReplyDelete@ Dee : :).. hmm i should stick with a lighter post maybe next tym :P... but thanku so much
ReplyDeletewoooow.. that was deep...
ReplyDeleteit was such an interesting read
you had me hook on every line.
I hope Anika gets better..
and Rakshit is such a gentleman for staying with his wife..
thanks so much for passing through my blog..
I am definitely a permanent member of yours from henceforth
xx
Lovely story.. touching too.. but I just felt that the pictures were too distracting and too much in number.. (Just my view!)
ReplyDelete@ MsNana : im guessing he would :) ... thanku so much ...
ReplyDelete@ KP : yes its the first tym i have made use of soo many pics.. yes i agree with you on that one totally.... :)
Oh ! it was a heart touching story...
ReplyDeletesometimes there are no happy endings.
anyways nice read !
you described it beautifully :)
@ Reicha : Yes i agree, sometimes happy endings seem too good to be true.. :)
ReplyDeletepoignant....
ReplyDeletebeautiful narration
@magiceye : thank you :)
ReplyDeletereminded me of the movie U, Me or Hum, though it's different...Loved the narration :)
ReplyDelete@ confused Soul : Thank you, u me and hum .. hmmm nice.. though i would have preferred Notebook (high hopes, i know) ..:P .. but thank you ....
ReplyDeleteOhh Dear Very NiceYours Blog.....
ReplyDelete@ pratima : thanku :)
ReplyDeleteOh my Goodness! The trauma one undergoes after losing a child and prying neighbors always casting evil eye on happy couples is really so frustrating! Prying neighbors..i know all that is secondary..however..Doesn't it quiet disturb the happy equilibrium of the situation?
ReplyDelete@Jen : true that dear, esp the bit about Prying Neighbors, you just said it all so well :)
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